i need help.

okay..
i have an ED.
i'm not sure what kind though.
i would like to live with my dad, because i stay less depressed there, and i'm happy there.
and i do not see a distorted image of myself (thats where it gets me, i dont know what eating disorder i have!!)

but on the other hand, i have an EXTREMLY paranoia about becoming fat, and when i get paranoid about something i lose my appetite. and i've drastically lost weight.

someone help/give advice?!

i've been to three websites for this, and i havent gotten the first reply.
it would be GREATLY appreciated if someone could just talk to me.

-jess

Hey my names Jesse too! Ill talk but I don't really know what to say other the worn out " Your not fat and you look beautiful the way you are" but I don't think it works anymore : ( Get better soon! Sorry I couldn't be of more help, eating disorders ain't my bag.

Well there is a category called ed-nos: Eating disorder Not otherwise specified. Basically they just lump everyone into this category if they don't meet all the criteria of the main eating disorders. In my opinion though, an eating disorder is an eating disorder. Regardless of the 'symptoms,' it's mostly a reflection of how you feel about yourself and/or a way of coping with the world around you.
Just some questions for more information...you don't have to answer them on here if you don't want to, but they would probably be good to just ask yourself and think over.

Does ed make you feel better like by relieving stress or coping with emotions?
Do you really think you lose your appetite, or do you maybe just suppress it to feel better or strong?
Even if you don't have a distorted body image, do you want to keep losing weight? Would you keep losing to the point where it is seriously unhealthy?