hi first time ever on forum

im 15 and i think i have an eating disorder ihave struggled with my weight for a long time and my apperance but i dont know what to do because i want to be thin and i want to control this aspect of my life as others are going awol and now i told my best friend and she is joining me in actually not eating but she said she'll only do it when she needs to feel stable i am also a self harmer and have made myself puke on occasion i dont know what is best to do any more and would like some help from anyone willing to dhare their advice. also my parents wont leave me alone so they watch me so now i have to eat everything of my plate so i'm gonna get fatter!

pops

Heya,


You won't get fatter. In fact, your body needs more energy per unit-mass of body-tissue than your parents do. However,if you do not wish to eat the food that yor parents prepare then create your own food. I make my own dinner everyday while my parents make their own.


Out of the three things: Food restricting, vomitting, self-harming; I think that if you could just cease one you will have made an enormous step. So, tell yourselfd right now that you will never do one of those things again.


Kevin.