hiya...
well i expect your glucose will come up funky quite quickly hun..
to be honest there's not a whole lot you can do, and i'm not going to give you tips about hiding it from people who are trying to help...
i know it ######6 sucks and its not what you want to hear but darling, if your bloods are coming up bad and you need to be in the hospital its the best place to be...
ugh, i wish i could help... how are you feeling physically? because that can help with knowing how you're doing generally, and might prepare you for dodgy labs coming back...
again, there's not a whole bunch you can do about your labs... have you tried talking to your treatment team (or whoever is in charge of your case) about not wanting to be in hospital... there are many ways of treating this without you having to be holed up in hospital, expecially if its not entirely necessary and something you don't feel would benefit you...
let me know how it goes, ok ? i'm thinking of you... and sorry to hear you've been struggling with this for so long
please take gentle care of yourself hun x x x