Surprised I haven't posted here before...

This is supposed to be a place people go to feel better, but from the moment get here until logging off I'm anxious and defensive. It's not imaginary, it based on interaction. I guess I don't realize when it's time to turn off the computer...maybe I shouldn't turn it on at all. I only get this pissed here...and family holidays. I guess I can attempt writing a blog. If a wait a while, the moderators will have deleted it all! Who lovingly sweet!

Why does this place make you mad?