Angry at being unemployed and losing an exgirlfriend

I cant take this anymore.

I have two problems.

First, I have worked 50 different jobs in my life, obtained two college degrees, and financially my life is a mess. I cant hold a job, i cant make enough money to pay my mortgage, and i never really found myself. I have tryed sooo many careers and jobs--florida stinks for work---low wage state. Im an unemployed person right now. What makes me sick is that moviestars and sports athletes make 20 million for making a movie or playing in a game when i cant even find a job mking $10 an hour! Im 42 years old! I shouldnt have to be poor my whole life!! Im sick of this life!

Secondly, i dumped my exgirlfriend cause she complained im always poor and she insulted my sister. I couldnt take the abuse from her anymore so i kicked her out. Then 3 months goes by and she texts me and tells me she is going on vacation with a guy named steve to california and asks where they should go? CAN YOU BELIEVE THAT???

I was nice to her and jus said go to LA, musems, and rodeo drive. She said thanks. I was pissed off!....I still care about her but her abuse was killing me and now she is going with steve on a vacation to california??? i met steve..he is a church guy...and they are just friends....but still. I am depressed as hell. No girl wants me cause im old and broke!
Why has my life come to this???

The last 20 years i have been in self-discovery and trying to find myself. I have come up clueless. The only thing im good at is being a teacher. But teachers dont make $$$. I NEED HIGH PAYING AND SOMETHING IM GOOD AT.
Im getting older, i want a family and wife someday. Life is just passing me by.

I want two things. A CAREER AND A WIFE. Thats it.

HI mysteryman,

You know, why you lost those all careers? because something was missing. May be it is trust or may be hard work. You tried various things in your life. If you try to persistence on one thing and try to change your thinking towards to it, you will get the thing. This is the formula to keep that thing with ourselves lifetime. Just live life with full confidence and with positive attitude.

Your case with your girlfriend, it is obvious, no one man is capable to tolerate more abuse from their gf. It was right decision to break up with her. You know, the girl who can't keep good relationship with family matter, she doesn't deserve to have you. it is about social sense. It should be in everyone in the least manner. If we don't respect anyone's family member, then we don't deserve to have them as friend or something else. She sent sms to you because still she was loving you or another possibly may be she is trying to make envy to her. In fact, there is no need of this all. Just try to forget her and one day you will get wife and career. You know, everyone deserves true love in their life with respected manner. You have to wait here. Just do hard work and think positive.

All right it is, i hope!

If you have any queries then you are most welcome!

Have you considered starting your own small business? Its not easy but it has its rewards. You have more control over your career and if it succeeds, you can earn more. There are programs that can help you get started.

mysteryman wrote:I cant take this anymore.

I have two problems.

First, I have worked 50 different jobs in my life, obtained two college degrees, and financially my life is a mess. I cant hold a job, i cant make enough money to pay my mortgage, and i never really found myself. I have tryed sooo many careers and jobs--florida stinks for work---low wage state. Im an unemployed person right now. What makes me sick is that moviestars and sports athletes make 20 million for making a movie or playing in a game when i cant even find a job mking $10 an hour! Im 42 years old! I shouldnt have to be poor my whole life!! Im sick of this life!....

Wow, my condolences you sound like you're in a lot of pain. Were you abused as a kid? If so, I would suspect that this is what is causing a lot of your problems with finding a job that suits you, as well as the girlfriend problems. Have you considered therapy?