I'm sick, physically and Depressed over it

Well, I need to stop smoking, I know this, but it is my only outlet to my stress, stress from a job that sucked big time. So, I'm hanging in there, I go to the doctor tomorrow, bad news? I don't know and don't want to think about it. All I can say is I really gave it a shot this time. I'm not giving up! I'm going to be fine! Life can't get me down. I'm a survivor.!!!!!!!!1

Hi, survivor! You will make it, you're right. Tell us what the doctor said. Did you quit that sucky job? Maybe the stress will go away too.

Hey Jasmin:
I went to the doctor yesterday, testing to be done on my heart, and to see if I am a anemic. I lost so much weight, I weigh about 25 lbs less than I did before I started a job that I thought could get me a notch higher than the level of poverty I'm in now. Dam politicans in Capital District, what about the NNY country? Anyway, I have signed up for unempolyment benefits for now. A job will be on the way for me in the near future, I know it. I can't give up, I have too much faith and a strong will to keep on fighting in a depressing sad world. I want to make people happy, and I like to help them. Thanks for caring. It means alot to me.

It's so sweet of you to want to make others happy! Concentrate on yourself for now, and get those benefits. Things have to get better at some point and you are strong enough to make it, survivor.