by kennymadea » Sun Jun 01, 2008 2:53 pm
There are times when I am around my Dad and my brother, I get angry. First of all, I am unease and uncomfortable around them. I always feel under stress and under trememdous amount of pressure. Unknowningly anger build up, I would like to start punching or hurting people but I didn't. I don't like them . I can't stand my family. My mother is a angry one. My mother used to have so much anger when I was growing up. I hated her for that she would start spanking me. How I hate her for that. How painful that was. Now my Dad is no good. When he angrys he is very scarely. He is loud . Normally he doesn't hear well. He is not pleasant to be around. He is not a sentimental person. He never complement me at all. When he made a mistake , he quickly point out. He is not a nice person. However , he is nice to other people. They never take the time for their family . One day they will regret but they won't have a chance. They supposed they could say sorry ,but they won't. When I am angry I hold a fist . I want to punch people. Really punch people, but I didn't. I would do exercise , and then it will go away