Angry all the time.

Of all the test's I've taken online, I score high in two area's. I clearly have Schizoid Peronality, followed closely by ASPD. For the most part, I care very little about anyone or anything. Unless it has to do with me. I have only one real relationship of consequence, a family member. The only question I really have is how can I care so little but get so very, very angry? I am quick to anger and am prepared to do what is necessary to allow my anger out. I can recognize that it would be extreme for most, but care little about how I am viewed. And as fast as it comes, it is gone. It is released and then I'm done with it. I seldom give it much thought, even when it result's in confrontation. Those that choose to stand up to me usually back down once they are confronted by my level of aggression. It is just as well, as I don't trust or care what I do as a result of said confrontation. I like to fight. So this is for my own knowledge, not because I think I am in anyway wrong. Do I have a combination of the 2 'so called' Personality disorder's; Schizoid and ASPD or am I a Schiziod with anger issue's? Nothing will ever change my way of thinking, since I like what and who I am, I just want to know myself better. Does anyone know someone that is both Schizoid and Antisocial? Please don't give me any advice on how to change, that just won't happen. It is only self-awareness that I seek.

L

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My view is that people with mental health disorders may suffer from anger issues as a result.

No matter what issues you have - you are responsible for the way you handle your anger.

Dealing with the underlying issues is critical. But, there are anger management techniques which can help anyone who is willing to change and avoid the negative and often - legal consequences of angry outbursts and aggression.

If you don't have any desire to change, what difference does it make why you're so angry? If you like it, why bother to figure out 'why' you're so angry? You say that you enjoy it, so enjoy it.

BTW, I don't believe you. I don't believe you enjoy being so angry. But that's just my opinion. Perhaps you really do enjoy it. If so, why post about it? Just enjoy it.

J. How many way's can you ask the same question? I do enjoy so very much being angry. Your advice about what I do or don't do applies only to you, you'd do well to not waste either of our time dispensing it. I only want my question's answered. I ask these question's for self awareness, is it not apparent? This is the second post in which you ask the same question's. I don't care about what you think about me. Weakness abhour's me. Those that sit idly by are the sheep. For clarification, answer the question's only. Keep the inane armchair psychobabble to yourself.


L

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Dear Loner,
You have made it clear that you don't want to change - but, since you are looking for self-awareness - here is my opinion for whatever it's worth.

Here are some insights about core issues you seem to be struggling with:

Since you care so little - but react so aggressively - I will draw these conclusions:

You need to be in control,
You believe that you are right,
You may have a sense of entitlement,
You believe you are not accountable for your behavior,
You believe others are to blame for your outbursts and actions.
Maybe the real issue is that you feel poorly about yourself and every conflict or disruption is a blow to your self-esteem?

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I won't go into deeper psychological issues here - because your therapist and doctor should determine how these affect your anger.

Self-awareness is what leads to change. If you don't change - then, you remain in denial.
Change is part of life and growing up. If self-awareness doesn't change you then, you will never grow and mature as a person in this world. You will stay stuck in the mold you are in - living a life of loneliness, disconnection, harming yourself and others.

Aggression is hurtful and harmful and illegal.
Until you take responsibility for your actions and change - you and anyone following in your footsteps - will never grow up and will suffer serious legal, societal and relational consequences.

Once you are motivated to change - there are all kinds of behavioral and self-talk skills you can start to apply. But, if you only want more insight and don't want to take responsibility by changing - then, anger will be all you have left.
Anger begets anger.
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