Severe Anger/sadness

I am not sure if this is where I'm suppose to post because I just joined this forum but I'll try to explain in the scattered state I'm in right now, sorry.

Basically I have OCD and SAD and generally a lot of anxiety. I have problems with impulsiveness and I tend to yell out things or do things for no reason, but they're usually swears or odd words that I don't understand. I also have severe anger and sadness or happiness at random times, and usually the random swears get worse when I'm angry, but otherwise I can gain the most control when I'm emotionally empty. Sometimes I can't show emotion or I find nothing funny, sad, happy, almost like I loose all feeling and I just sit there. When this happens I also tend to isolate myself. However the main thing that is bothering me currently is my rage and when it does happen I find myself doing incredibly odd things, I get anxious and I isolate myself. I often swear uncontrollably and usually make odd or weird noises and don't know how to stop. I also get somewhat confused and don't understand things. I automatically assume that any problem is happening because that object or device is doing that to make me angry. Please help.

Wow, I can really relate, although I can't say I've experienced the kind of numb feeling you've mentioned. Anyone have any insights?

I might. I've dealt with similar issues in the past (and recently, come to think of it). The feeling Account speaks of is an emptiness or a void of emotion. You feel numb or devoid of feeling. What you are feeling is actually a type of depression.

As for the outbursts... strangely, I can relate to that as well. At odd times, I'll start making... sounds. It's like speech, but definitely not. It's mostly jumbled syllables of random sounds. I actually sound like a gremlin when I do it. It's sort of amusing (to me anyway). Mine isn't automatic. It's just a thing I do.

Impulsive outbursts might be a mild form of Tourette's Syndrome. High emotional states can cause Tourette's sufferers to act out more. I would recommend seeking a doctor's advice on this matter. Research is always a good idea, but a professional knows what to look for and can confirm or rule out things.