But it's not addictive right?

Oh how happy I was to find out that my favorit drug, marijuana wasn't addictive. That always meant I could smoke as much as I wanted to. Anyone that told me I was doing wrong was just someone trying to get in the way of my party, and the only reason weed is illegal is because the government doesn't know how to tax something anyone could grow as easy as marigolds.

Today I write you from what feels like a nervous breakdown.
I have smoked an ounce of weed a week for 7 years. And now
that I *must* do without I see that addiction comes in many
forms. I am ready to smash my face into a wall just to knock
myself out. It's almost 9am and I havn't slept yet even though
I have laid down 3 times. I even drank yagermiester hoping
it would ease my nerves, but it's not the same.

Why must I always be the fool that doesn't listen or understand until it's too late!?!

Pot is one of those things that everyone wants to think is ok but realistically isnt. Weed is addictive, just like any other drug, OTC or otherwise.

The original reason for its banning was...interesting to say the least.

I would reccomend you get into rehab as soon as you can.

I have seen many miracles occur in AA and NA. People have turned their lives completly around. The only hook is that these programs only work if you can admit that you can't control your drugs by yourself.

My drug of choice is alcohol, but I've seen what pot can do. In 90% of the cases, a person who uses pot also uses other drugs, especially alcohol. However, I have seen a few people who just used pot. It seems that long term use mellows a person out to where he does want to do anything. This is OK, I guess, if you have someone to support you and your habit. Most of us have to work for a living and pot will eventually prevent this.

You never have to use pot again. AA and NA work.
Good Luck,
Jim S

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Marijuana# ... onsumption

The effects of pot are much more far reaching than simple personality change