Ashley's Alochol Diary

Hi,

It's not advisable to post them here because this website is higher up on search engines than even things such as Facebook, Bebo, etc. So, unless you want literally 100s of people looking at who you are, then Id advise against it. If they are in any way 'raunchy', then I will edit them out too. That said, I can't stop you from sending them to Incorrigible or any other person here.

Just one Q though: What can you get out of posting pictures of you drunk? Is it to remind yourself of how bad (or good) you look when you're drunk?

Kevin

drinking is easy to get in the habit of and it makes letting loose and having fun a little easier but youre spiriling out of control to where you dont remember much and do things your sober mind wouldnt do. drunks always end up living a seperate life than their sober self and soon its like living two different lives and youre all confused and eventually drink to cover up issues. i used to be what ppl would call alcoholic and when I drank I would get slammed and literally black out and change into someone Im not. it was my drunken self person #2..I did that for about 3/4 years and vodka was my drink of choice. vodka 100 proof bcuz it didnt take much to slip out of reality and without my vodka i was an anxious mess bcuz by then I depended on getting drunk to get through the day/night even though i dont remember a damn thing. i was an angry yelling out of control drunk..id get really brave and do all kinds of crazy things. that life is over for me now..4 years clean and now i dont like alcohol and i wouldnt drink it to save my life. its a bad disgusting dependance problem and id suggest you find help somehow or be strong and say 'no' yourself. its hard at first but damn well worth it. good luck and you deserve a better life than puking and waking up in somebodys bed or floor half naked/naked with puke still on your lips. best of luck to you.

Dear Ashley,
I know it has been years since this forum but If you still have an alcohol problem I think I might have so advice that would actually help.
There are 2 things I've used to help my life. Charkra's and brainwaves.

Basically I was extremely suicidal and I had tried everything from medication to mental hospitals. I was searching for something to help me and I found chakras and brainwaves. I decided to try them out and it change me completely for the better. And though suicide isn't like a achole addiction, my dad was a extreme acholic. When I showed my dad these things he tried them out and it has been the only things that ever help him with his addiction. He is 300 times better than he has ever been.

If you really want to get better you will at least try them out. I would suggest you just start by listening to some heart charkra music on YouTube mabey before you go to bed. It will help you surface the bad feeling of gulit and shame you have about yourself and will help you let it go. The biggest reason my dad drank is because he didn't love himself. This help both me and my dad love ourselves by letting go of bad feelings about ourselves.

Just try it. Trust me.

Best of luck and love,