is there any way out?

Hey! my sincere thanks to everyone who replied....

I've lost myself i think,,,being accused everyday of everything that i never thought to do(like running away from home,stealing their money,and i've been even accused of running a terrorist gang)...i don't know from where he gets all these type of thoughts.but, now i feel, what's my mistake in all this?? why am i listening to these kinda things everyday? only because i was born to him???

He doesn't deserve me at all,i wish he had the same kind of boy like he thinks, i am...then he could realize what he did to me! or to anyone else...cause he doesn't leave anybody my mother,my sister, anyone!!!

But now,i am resenting to everything wrong that is being done,,,whether it's on me or my mother because this is not the kind of life we deserve,we deserve a lot more...we deserve to live!

I think i am even going in the state of depression too...cause i don't feel like doing anything,every minute that i am living seems to me like a year.it's so difficult to pass out my time here,,,and i am only 18! Ohh Lord!!!

Maybe you all don't know indian people so much....most of the men,like my father feel that they are the only ones who can think of their family's well being,,so they arn't ready to listen anybody.even if anybody tries to explain them something,they feel like they are being humiliated!

please suggest me something...;(