Relapsed

Well since this is my first post i guess i should give everyone a little backround info. I stared drinking in 9th grade and by 16 i was a ful blown alcoholic my grades suffered alot mostly because i was contantly hungover or on pills. Well sometime after i droped out i decided to stop i had'nt had a drink for 2 months then i was over a friends, and everyone was drinking and having fun. So i thought why can't I i'll just have 2 or 3 and stop. Well thats all it took next think i knew i was 20 shots deep and had taken 2 valium now all i wanna do is drink im resisting the urge to go grab my dads bottle of whiskey this sucks why can't I just stop.

Alcoholism is a disease over which everyone concerned is powerless. Give AA meetings and your Higher Power a chance to help you.