problem behaviour?

Moon, I am not going to belabor the point, but the way I see it, you have two clear choices.

#1 continue on as you are now. Things aren’t very likely to change much, and you aren’t very happy with how things age right now. In my estimation, this is a sorry option.

Or…

#2 Swallow your pride, swallow your fear of change and do something different today! Change your circumstances. The options open to you are numerous, Get out of your rut and pursue the new Wandering moon. Identify a recovery path and dedicate yourself to seeing that the change happens.

As always, your friend
Richard

Thanks for your concern. I think I'll take a break from thinking about this, it's depressing and distracting. But I'll hold what you've said in my mind.

Later.

My wish for a safe journey to you my friend.
Richard

thanks...