by irishmate » Wed Apr 26, 2006 5:19 pm
Here's the deal. I am 23 now and started drinking when I was 15 as well. I am not going to lie to you, some of my greatest times I was tossing back the brew. I had a hell of a time in high school and in college. But it wasn't worth it.
I am a 23 year old alcoholic. Yeah everyone else drinks around me, and yeah sometimes they drink more then I do. But alcohol has affected my life. I used to listen to people older then me tell there stories and be like, "yeah whatever, I can control it. I can do this, I can do that." Whatever man, you need to think of your future. Turn to anyone that is willing to help you.
I lost my girlfriend, I am dead broke, my friends all think I drink too much even though they always want to drink with me. Even my family would always say, "wow you have a drinking problem," as they were drinking with me.
In this life time its about you and you alone. If your not happy with yourself, you will never be happy with anyone. Don't worry about what other people are doing, fix yourself first. You know it was popular to drink when I was 15 as it is now that I am 23. But you know what kids are the successful ones? The ones that study, the ones that didn't care what others thought. Its the honest to God truth.
I was always friends with everyone, but Ihung out with the kids that partied. Out of all my so-called close firends, I am the only one with a degree. Step up to the plate man, if you are going to drink, don't be dumb about it. It doesn't make you harder to drink, I can see you username is Slayer. Kick ass band man, but look at all those metal bands. They are all or have dealt with alcohol. It always leads to a downward spiral. Why do you think they all try to recover?
Honestly, think for yourself, if your friends think you suck because you don't drink, then they aren't your friends. You need to get a grasp on this early, don't panic, just take a step back and ask yourself where you want to be in life ten years down the road. Take it day by day. Do something with your life so that alcohol isn't a crutch to get you thru the day. Pick yourself up, you are better then that. You have the power now, at a young age to direct your life any which way you want too. The hard work pays off, don't get discouraged.