I don't drink every day, but when I do I can't stop. This is nothing new, and I don't even bother to lie to myself any more by telling myself I'll just have the one, because I know that's not possible in my case. I feel like it's getting more and more out of control lately though. The last few times I've been a real b*tch to people, and I don't even remember what I said the next day. It's like I'm someone else. I hate it, but I can't seem to stay away for longer than a week (sometimes a bit longer).
So I was wondering what other people do to get past this. If it's a mild craving it's fine - I know I have a problem with drinking, and I can resist it. But the longer I resist it, the more it seems to grow in my mind, until eventually it's too much and I give in. I'm out of ideas when it gets to that point.

Thanks for reading.