What's worth living?

This is my story:all my life I have been very shy and I can't socialize with anyone.I will probably stay all my life alone,I will never know what love and sex is.I am 17 now,but I don't socialize with anyone.I am just tired to be alone.When my parents will die I will be totally alone and no one will care for me.
So I am asking myslef,What's worth living?
I think that the best solution is death.I am a looser and I will always be one.
I will always feel miserable.There really isnt any reason to live.If I will kill myself now,at least my parents will be sorry for me.But when they will die,If I will kill myself,no one will know and no one will ever feel sorry I will be gone.
I just want to ask you all,what is there in life?Why should I keep on living,cause I can't find any reasons.

Hi,

You can at least take one positive from this: You clearly want help because, otherwise, you would not have come here. So, this indicates that you don't want to die. Instead, you just want your life to change. When I was 17 I was in a terrible way too though. I'm 25 now and have improved somewhat. Ayway, to be honest, there is no purpose at all to life, but you shouldn't really get worked-up over this fact.

You're in the wrong forum by the way. Check out the Avoidant Personality Disorder Forum. I think that you might relate to some people there.

Kevin

The best answer from chucky. Follow it.

I know I'm really late here, but I just want to tell you what I have learned about life (my opinions only). I feel like wanting to exist (aka: self love), wanting others to want for us to exist (aka: wanting to be loved by others), and wanting others or just life to exist (aka: loving the world around you) are the keys to loving life within and externally. Though this is only my humble opinion, but I am beginning to think that even though the second one may keep the balance which makes the "world go round" it also may be the cause of most of our suffering. I hope this may help you in our constant journey to understand the way of the universe =). Keep that oxytocin pumping!