Im in a bad place

Im really in a bad place right now and having a very hard time.
Im 30 and have anxiety, depression. I have no friends or anyone to talk to. I have not worked in about 3 years and the gap in my resume has made it impossible to get any decent job. I am way past being stressed you and my life feels like it has all been a waste, because no matter how hard I try I get no where. My general practitioner will not prescribe me meds any more and wants me to go to a psychiatrist. I went once but I did not like it, they had nothing to say that I already didnt know and seem way more interested in their paperwork and laibility than helping. I also went to a support group but could not talk and just fell apart. Im flat broke and going in debt. I know to take it one day at a time and little steps, but nothing make sense anymore.
I dont know where to go or what to do. I dont even want to get out of bed anymore, every little part of my life is lost to me.

hey man, im having a hard time too. i have many goals for my life and am scared that i am skitzophranic, im really sorry to hear your problems man, dont do anything drastic. you will work through your stuff. promise me that you wont hurt yourself, personally i feel like im trapped in an unending circle of living my life over and over and over with the same choices being made again and again, i know where your coming from but you will work through it. i promise