my husband is leaving me and our 5 boys

i just found out less than a week ago that my husband is leaving me and my five boys. They are all still real young, we just moved to another state where i know no one to daycare nor would i have the money to pa y for daycare for 5 children and continue holding down my job that i've worked at for 10yrs.

"He's leaving!" he says . I knew something was coming but not this not from this man who i have been with for 10yrs.

We have been arguing more and more i'm unhappy he's unhappy,
BUT i LOve Him !!!!!!!!!!!!!

He leaves this Friday i don't have much time.

We both have compiled a lot of $#%^ on this relationship and no matter how bad it gets we have stayed for some reason.

We have always had a rocky relationship broke up got back together for years now ...... i could compose a song to this relationship.

But deep down we love each other and don't want to let go. If only we could get through the past and who hurt who... which was usually him doing all t he hurting......

He did do some things to make me pretty mad at him and i just blew up and told him to go on and leave. You say some things when you are hurt, you do some things when you are hurt.

But what do i do now cuz in less than 2 days he's gone.????????