Why me?

Ive never really posted on anything like this before and feel a little dumb doing it. However i can not talk to anyone close to me, and am sort of desparate. I am 17, and for the past 2 years.... my teacher... my married teacher...had been hurting me, in a way that an adult man, should not be. I was scared to resist for those 2 years because this same sort of thing happened to mebefore, and when i did resist i got hurt even more. Fortunatly I decided to get my self out of the situation.. and it worked, yet i still am afraid. I cant even walk down the street or the halls of my school w/ out being scared. I dont want to become a man hater, or scared of my own shadow. I just dont understand why this has happened.

DJ wrote:Ive never really posted on anything like this before and feel a little dumb doing it. However i can not talk to anyone close to me, and am sort of desparate. I am 17, and for the past 2 years.... my teacher... my married teacher...had been hurting me, in a way that an adult man, should not be. I was scared to resist for those 2 years because this same sort of thing happened to mebefore, and when i did resist i got hurt even more. Fortunatly I decided to get my self out of the situation.. and it worked, yet i still am afraid. I cant even walk down the street or the halls of my school w/ out being scared. I dont want to become a man hater, or scared of my own shadow. I just dont understand why this has happened.

wow, I know it would be incredibly hard, but if I were you, I'd turn him in - if he's done it to you he's probably done it to other students, or he could to someone in the future. Tell someone you trust, try to find out if he's done it to anyone else, and get his ass fired and divorced for ######6 with you