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I have felt really detached for days. It scares me because sometimes I feel like that's what it must be like right before you die. Halfway between life and death. And I don't want to be there.

It's like my senses are foreign and I'm floating behind trying to connect. It's all forced.

I'm tired.

This is so weird. I know it'll pass. Hopefully. Meanwhile I have to pretend like things are like they were ...

alright, i've had a little back and forth with a few of you now. who are you guys?

my name is sara. i read these forums and all sorts of other ones about health issues while i'm at my office job. i'm 23 and i live in ks. i'm going to grad school for speech-language pathology next fall. i live in a big co-op house with 9 other people. i am still living in the ...

beatachica wrote:i feel cheated out of a life

these problems/illnesses/whatever have robbed me of everything i once held dear, my friends, family, sanity, happiness, relationship...

etc..

what kind of life is this? where im constantly struggling to stay alive, unless im in a dissassociative state or sleeping

there is no relief

where is the 'living' ?

right now its more like a wait, just waiting for it all to be over with

im waiting, and trying, ...

I just now made a post about that very thing in another forum!
I don't even like to let anybody drive my truck, no matter how good a driver they are.
When my husband comes in my cabin and picks stuff up like What's this, ect, I really have to bite my tongue that I don't snap at him to leave it be.
We have separate abodes, although I do have to go in his ...

These questions won't go away. The one that still hurts is "what if".

I almost thought I was over this stuff...

Hmmmm, I don't think that this is a mental disorder as such so I decided to put it here, but I think it's a consequence of my low self-esteem. I'm constantly envious (NOT jealous--never have been in a relationship) of anything and everything and anyone and everyone. I'm envious of people who "appear" (note--appear, because I never actually know anything about them) to have lots of friends, work fantastic jobs and just have great lives ...

Its weird. The things I've said here, I wouldn't mind talking to a therapist, but I was talking to a normal doctor when I was taken to the ER about the cuts on my arm, I didn't want to no, I REFUSED, to talk.

I don't want to go to the psych ward, invol, unable to leave. I'm so scared I don't lie but I don't talk I need someone I know I need help ...

grrrrrrr.... i hate when i do that

he actually called (sounding irritated)

or is it my guilt that makes me believe he sounds irritated?

im not sure, but i feel guilty; i even remember thinking to myself last night before i fell asleep 'i should call first thing tommorow and see if i have an appointment'

why do i have such a hard time remembering these things!

pft

lol

I am desperate need of relief of my hypochondria. If it is not one thing, it is another. The zit on my forehead I interpreted to be a brain tumour, as are my occasional lapses of memory and any headache I may suffer. Eyestrain is the beginning stages of blindness. Stomach aches are the development of ovarian cancer. A pain in my hand signifies that it may soon be amputated. Probably worst of all is ...

Last night I got one and it started getting hard to see, or even think properly. I woke up this morning and I can see alright, but the headache's still there. It's making it hard. I can't focus on things that are easy, and I often do things that oww it.

LSS, it feels weird. I get headaches al lthe time whiell this is different.

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Where is my mind?

who are you guys?

Re: is it really 'living' when you have a mental illness?

does this drive anyone else crazy? r/o

... I actually thought I was alright....

Constantly envious (and depressed as a result)

Scared to talk to doctors...

forgot about my appt. this morning...

Tales of a hypochondriac...anyone else out there?

Keep getting headaches, specifcly on the right of my head.

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