This is how it feels for me atm

I feel like I'm changing overall and it's thrown the whole lot into chaos

I don't even know how to go about articulating this any further than that

Can anyone relate or what

We lived in Africa. I was about 10 the first time a mortar hit our home. Father was away, leaving me, mother and 2 sisters. They cried - but I didn't 'cos I had an automatic shotgun and spare rounds. I realized they really were trying to kill us, I hated them. Soviet RPG7's, recoiless rifles, Stalin...

Hi- this is my first post on this forum. I found it looking for some place to talk about this disorder other than social media (although this might still count as social media? I don't know where forums fall on the spectrum. Anyways- not relevant). I've been diagnosed with DID for three years now, a...

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I have watched the worst kinds of porn as the title says. Like, every kind. I ###$ up bad. I even made fakes of people I know. I feel immense guilt and shame and I should. I know this will always be a part of my past (I'm done now), but ###$ that hurts. I feel like I don't deserve happiness or a lov...

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Most think all I do all day is babble, and some very religious people I know think I blather so much that I might have been present at the Tower of Babel, but they’re hiding the fact that they think that from me, because they don’t want me to start thinking that I have my foot in their door to talk ...

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