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Joined yesterday with all the hope in my heart. Today?

Postby Sadpeanut » Thu Apr 26, 2018 6:01 am

I managed to disrupt my cognition so thoroughly that every waking moment is a hell of agony. This, after I also somehow destroyed my sleep in such a way that just trying to nod off is so frustrating that I often tear out hair and wail like an infant.

The most pleasurable things now cause intense discomfort, and I can barely escape my pain with oblivion. I'm convinced that there is no fix for this, and to be clear, I did do this to myself. I don't know what I'm doing here, honestly.

To anyone who thinks they have it bad, I thought I did till this happened. Be glad you aren't feeling this dreadfulness. Here's hoping I find the courage to do the only proper thing left.
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