Hopefully this is an ok place to post this, I got scolded in the BPD forums, but I'd like to have PHD level consulsion for learning.
Lately I have been studying MRI and CAT scans dealing with the amygdala ( the little nut size portion attached to the hippocampus). It deals with fear and anger, particularly fear. My first target was finding the connection between the amygdala and anti-social PD. From here it branched off into a completely different revolution! I have been studying mental disorders since I was a kid, and one thing that has always bothered me is the misdiagnoses of Borderlines and Bipolar. I have researched and tested many of both, especially Borderlines. The main thing I feel is that Borderline is so broad and mysterious that, first off it needs to be broken down, and secondly there a state of sickness in between the two disorders.
One of my main situations that I question is a 16 year old boy I have known for about 5 years. Just last year he was diagnosed with Bipolar soon after his mom committed suicide. He was submitted to the mental unit after attempting suicide and was diagnosed there. When I first heard this I was baffled at how they could diagnose him with Bipolar when his issues were clearly a result of the traumatic experience. His mom was in fact bipolar for means of supporting the diagnosis, but as well as I know him his case was screaming borderline.
Prior to the trauma he did represent, maybe hypo-manic tendencies, which compliments Bipolar 2. But the main point is how he became friends with me. Even though we are completely opposite he felt comfortable with me, even though he was that popular kid who talked to everyone I was seemingly one of his only true friends. I was the kid who would sit in the corner being anti-social and he would go around socializing but then come back to sit with me. This is one factor that seems to represent borderline. I rarely clashed with him and caused him to "switch". I had seen him quickly change from friend to foe on everyone if they said the wrong thing.
Anyways... After his mom died he started getting random panic attacks. This is something almost completely contained in the amygdala, or so I believe. Well it is true that people with panic attacks are known to have swelled amygdalas, as well as people with Bipolar. So here is one of those hard questions that makes Psychology progress. It is indeed a known fact that Bipolar and BPD are often misdiagnosed. The testing may have been done on people misdiagnosed with Bipolar. So what I am saying is these people may have been "BPD" individuals. I don't even think it is necessary to point out that the amygdala and hippocampus is also were PTSD is formed. BPD, in my eyes, is simply a complicated branch of PTSD. From here I should study MRIs of people with BPD... I'm sure they will correlate.
My main case and point is that if my example is truly BPD, then essentially BPD is a storm in neurological matters, and should be broken down. I also think it is necessary in order to properly treat these individuals. I feel like in many cases these individuals are being given medications for something they don't even have issues with. The mark that I theorize to be in between BP and BPD may be negatively effected when being treated like the assumed disorders.
Anti-social, PTSD, BP, and BPD they all correlate. I fail to find words for my thoughts and connections between these. But I am just throwing it out there for further thought. I have found that psychopathes have a disconnection between the amygdala and the prefrontal cortex, the place were guilt and empathy is registered. I believe that BPD is similar in this matter. When the amygdalas "anxiety gauge" reaches a high level, or its maximum level, it may try and stop the emotional pain it is processing by breaking the bridge between it and the correlated section of the brain.
*The base of BPD may be a result of the amygdala and the hippocampus being shocked or traumatized. Communication between the hypothalamus may be increased as it tries to resolve the issues at hand. The amygdala and hippocampus are scarred from the lack of ability do deal with the issue. Depending on the individuals case, from the effort to stop the pain, pathes between the emotional regulations may be thrown out of whack. I believe that unlike psychopaths, the paths are smaller instead of exterminated. I feel like paths between emotions are not regulated as normal. The amygdala resorts to its state of high anxiety every time a "trigger" or "switch" occurs causing large spikes in emotions. From here I wish to construct separate therapies to target use of the faded paths, resulting in making them stronger, and well.... hopefully providing a reliable tool to cure BPD.*