Acid may have me hooked

Little back story I have aspd so human connection has been a truly scarce commodity in my brain. I did three hits of acid and my whole world changed. I actually felt connected. I am married and it was the most emotional I have ever been with my wife in the 10 years we been together. Never have I ever felt that kind of feeling before its hard to even put a word on it.

Be careful with this. While a good trip can be a pleasant, mind-opening experience, it can all go sour on a bad trip.
Drugs and alcohol helped me become who I wasn't. That was both good and bad at the time. It was all artificial. I wanted it to be real.
The drugs and alcohol eventually turned against me and I had to stop them. I didn't know who I was for awhile, but learned to save all the good parts of that to become who I wanted to be.
I am glad that you had a glimpse of who you could be or who you want to become. Explore that some more.
Best of luck to you.