Acid may have me hooked

by **GlibEpiphany** » Wed Jul 31, 2019 7:00 am

Little back story I have aspd so human connection has been a truly scarce commodity in my brain. I did three hits of acid and my whole world changed. I actually felt connected. I am married and it was the most emotional I have ever been with my wife in the 10 years we been together. Never have I ever felt that kind of feeling before its hard to even put a word on it.

Be careful with this. While a good trip can be a pleasant, mind-opening experience, it can all go sour on a bad trip.
Drugs and alcohol helped me become who I wasn't. That was both good and bad at the time. It was all artificial. I wanted it to be real.
The drugs and alcohol eventually turned against me and I had to stop them. I didn't know who I was for awhile, but learned to save all the good parts of that to become who I wanted to be.
I am glad that you had a glimpse of who you could be or who you want to become. Explore that some more.
Best of luck to you.

by **Skiebs** » Mon Nov 02, 2020 2:31 am

Look into "micro-dosing" LSD is non-addictive.. is a Physical sense... but I can see a psychological factor..

It will only take one DARK trip, and i assure you that your whole mind will change (Youll never want to use LSD again, mushrooms the same)

Hallucinogens have the power to show you the most beautiful aspects of you, and life in general... Or it will show you every skeleton in your closet, and show you what hell really looks like...

Micro doses of Mushrooms .1-.3 100-300mg every 3 days, greatly helps my mental health symptoms, gives me a reason to want to keep moving... but if I dont have the stuff... I dont need it, but the depression will come back slowly over time...

unlike SSRI's, slow to work... and if you go cold turkey, seizures and the darkest depression you've ever experienced in your life.

anyways best wishes, but I find it hard youll become addicted to LSD, youll have a bad trip eventually and youll have second thoughts.

by **DepressedLibra** » Mon Aug 29, 2022 9:33 am

GlibEpiphany wrote:Little back story I have aspd so human connection has been a truly scarce commodity in my brain. I did three hits of acid and my whole world changed. I actually felt connected. I am married and it was the most emotional I have ever been with my wife in the 10 years we been together. Never have I ever felt that kind of feeling before its hard to even put a word on it.

I have seriously thought about getting started on ACID to help my mind escape reality or to try shrooms. If it could be a tool to help my mind escape this life and loose all sense of what reality is pernamently that would be a good thing. I can't cope with reality anymore, I need a pernament escape. Forget who I am, forget everything about myself, forget my past, and to never remember who I was ever again. I would try just about any drug or do just anything to make myself loose all touch of reality pernamently, I would love to go crazy and be convinced I was someone I was not. Convince myself I am Batman, or Captain Sparrow, or Abe Lincoln, or Hulk Hogan and live in my own reality in my own head that is not real for the rest of my life. That life would be a blessing. Living in reality anymore is pure torture to me.

by **Wally58** » Mon Aug 29, 2022 6:33 pm

There are safer alternatives out there. What you 'escape into', may not be your friend.
I lived for years in the twilight. I could not tell dreams from actual events. It got to be terrifying.
Seeking professional advice & assistance is safest. The trip might not go as planned.

by **DepressedLibra** » Sat Sep 03, 2022 2:49 am

It is something I want to try at least once in my life. I think it can change my perspective on the way I see things, open my mind to things I never realized before. Good experience, Bad experience, any escape from life is good even if it is a negative one. Anything to keep my mind off reality. I might try it just once and see how things go.

by **Wally58** » Sat Sep 03, 2022 12:37 pm

I won't tell you to try it or not to try it.
If it does become a 'dependence', you might not have the choice to 'do it once and see how it goes'.

It does stop working at a certain point. If LSD ever had an advantage, that advantage can be fleeting and it can turn against you. Will power won't work against it.

Many try to re-capture the experience of a good trip, even after multiple bad trips.

Perspective based in reality is the best way.

by **Snaga** » Sat Sep 03, 2022 3:17 pm

DepressedLibra wrote:It is something I want to try at least once in my life. I think it can change my perspective on the way I see things, open my mind to things I never realized before. Good experience, Bad experience, any escape from life is good even if it is a negative one. Anything to keep my mind off reality. I might try it just once and see how things go.

I wouldn't. Not outside of a clinical setting. You've talked about having OCD so yeah no sometimes it feels as if half the folks in the OCD forum have freaked out with pot, much less a bona-fide hallucinogenic. As have I. Me and weed don't get along.

You'd have to force me at gunpoint to take a powerful hallucinogenic.

Having said that, there have been some clinical studies (I have a post about it in Depression) recently that indicate therapeutic effects from hallucinogens administered with therapy in a controlled setting. Also, for less severe cases of depression/anxiety, microdosing of certain hallucinogens well below the amounts that cause hallucinations seem to hold promise enough to at least share the stage with SSRIs.

But outside of a controlled dose/environment no that's not something I think anyone with a history of anxiety/OCD has any business messing with, might turn out great but if it don't it's liable to be a spectacular crash-and-burn.

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