Every individual may have a different reaction to a chemical. There are 'typical' reactions to many mind-altering chemicals, including LSD, Cannibis and others and some may be longer-term than others, although I won't say permanent.
It had a bad effect on me and I had to stop.
I have pursued more natural, actual spiritual experiences to mimic past drug trips. Deep breathing, nature hikes, swimming and camping are all wholesome activities in moderation.
I can't say whether you are prone to addiction or dependency or that it's use is bad for you. You may want to talk to a counselor or social worker about your particular case. Most have seen (or lived) the bad effects from it and would tell you to abstain from its use.
Some people are off and running from the first use. Some can try it and not ever use it again. I would tell you not to take the risk of ingesting 'unknown' chemicals or controlled substances.
Best of luck to you.