Iv'e had this problem for as long as I can remember. Even as a child, people always treated me different. As If I wasn't a human. Its happened so long, ive' gotten extreme social anxieties where I cant even make complete sentences, and break down when even attempting to speak to someone I dont already know unless i'm in an extremely comfortable setting, or very tired.
I really don't know why, i'm not ugly, well, not TOO ugly. I look pretty average, I shower everyday, I shave, I take care of myself. The only noticeable weird thing I do is have long hair...that's it.
People just treat me as if i'm some alien. Even babies and small children are instantly scared of me. Mothers hold their children away from me as if I'm a murderer, customers when i'm at work always ignore me and ask my coworkers for help. People look at me as if i'm crazy. People stare at me. Im an outcast. Everyone I meet treats me like i'm retarded, or special needs. Also if im about to stab them or something. This happens everywhere, at the store, at my job, walking down the street, in the mall. Why, why is my life like this? Are people born to be hated? I can't stand it anymore.
Help, please.
Im sorry if this post isnt in the right section, im just looking for help, or at the least someone with similar experiences.