Greetings, I am married for about 2 years now and we have a kid, from day one whenever it has come to sex, its always like a one way street.I try to engage with my wife with some oral sex first but always end up awkwardly kissing because she feels saliva is filthy and does this kind of tip of the lip kissing only. Till now I have not received any compassionate love making. she just lies there with no interest at all, its as if its something dirty to do (she has not mentioned that its dirty), next after penetration she always tells me she has no feeling at all which is a big turn off (I sport a average penis length/girth), so I tried clit simulation by hand once and she has some intense feelings but no climax at all (tried it for a long time), it feels as if sexual feelings are 0% at her side. She never initiates sex and when I do lot of times I am turned down. I am aware that this has happen to people with low libido, but can it be this low? I mean its as if I am being used for giving babies, she wanted sex only to make babies, she even used to verbally/emotionally abuse me when she wanted to do baby making sex and I was not in the mood for it.
What am I dealing with here? has anyone else had this experience before? I mean I have seen records online of wife's having reduced libido at a particular stage in life but this is from day 1