I'm badly addicted to going down on women. Help

The feeling has got worse since I did it for 3 hours and went back all night. She was happy but what happens if the next isn't.. so I haven't had sex for a year, I don't really pull my self or watch porn, I seem to thrive of her pleasure and get a bigger high than if I cum... It would be good to hear what women think because I have been alone so long in a empty bed , and miss getting a hug.... Help please