As long as i remember i want company with people younger than me.
I am a person who can feel emotionally connect with children and with all people.
I believe i have friendly feelings for children.
I feel like child too but a child who is more miserable.
I am jealous of children , they are so beautiful with soft skin.
To be completely honest i like little boys , i like adults too , when i see a little boy i feel a feeling like something slightly burn inside of me.
I fill with sweetness , I can imagine that i give them pleasure.
Before judge these are just thoughts .
I never do something to harm an innocent child.
These thoughts came at my 22 years old .
I am not different from anyone i am looking for love too.
And dont worry kids dont like me anyway.
I dont know why.
Maybe because i dont know how to express myself.
I am demisexual , i think i can have romantic relationship with everyone.
I never will see a child in inappropriate way.
Just in my thoughts i can give them pleasure.
Everyone have thoughts that seems that are socially inappropriate , have we ?
I wouldnt consider myself as pedophile because i am not.
Maybe i have some characteristics but i am not.
I am trying to be open mind and i dont want to judge people.
Thats why i post this text.