Hi,
Today I went for a very long walk alone down some country paths where I saw walkers once every 30 minutes or so.
I've always had a fantasy about having sex outside and I think I'd decided in the back of my mind to masturbate outside during this walk.
I basically found a fence to sit on which was in partial cover and I jerked off and came within about a minute under my coat (at no point did I get my cock out). I instantly felt dreadful about it and since then I have been over and over in my mind a) why did I do this and b) what if someone saw, even though I didn't expose myself I am guessing I have committed a crime - I do not want to lose my job over a stupid impulse like this.
Just helps to share I guess.



