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Postby Scott28 » Fri Sep 22, 2017 12:04 pm

As many people in this forum. I am coming here as a suggestion by a book that I am currently reading and I wanted to expose my illness.

Yesterday when I was checking my bank account I realized that I had reached the button. I am currently living with my parents and I am spending so much money in prostitutes that I only realized this yesterday. I feel that my body is controlling my mind so I am writing here to seek help. I started to frequent prostitutes after ending my relationship with my first girlfriend. It was more or less 10 years ago. At that time I would go probably once in a while. However I noticed a big shift in myself after falling to a serious illness. I had 2 very painful years and after I returned to my semi-normal life I was never the same. I started looking for prostitutes more and more. And now whenever I feel bored I look for their services. I am going to a brothel at least two time per week. I cannot control myself. And if I am away of my country I just watch porn furiously and masturbate a lot.

Currently I do not have a girlfriend and I want to challenge myself. So in front of everybody here I want to say that my goal for now is to resist the temptation for one week. I will upgrade you with more news.
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Re: Too addicted to prostitutes and porn

Postby emojo72 » Mon Oct 02, 2017 10:43 am

Hi
I saw your message and immediately related to it as I am in the same boat. I've been doing it for years now and just recently I went on a bender where I visited 5 escorts in the space of 36 hours. I spent nearly $1000 during my bender. I felt totally useless and ashamed. This is the first time I have ever written on a forum and also require help to overcome this. Not sure how this process works and what it requires from each person, but I do know that you're not in this alone. Happy to hear your thoughts about how to overcome this addiction. Its time we took our personal lives back instead of being controlled by our urges.. All the best..
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Re: Too addicted to prostitutes and porn

Postby Scott28 » Fri May 31, 2019 5:17 pm

Well after some time, I can proudly say that I was able to stop going to escorts or watching porn when I moved to another country to work. It was almost one year without going there when I was away. I do notice that whenever I came back for holidays, I would go see them again.
However, since I am back I cannot control myself again. In 9 months I spent almost 2000 euros. I am journaling here again to see if I can resist.
This is my second day without going see them.
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Postby Scott28 » Sat Jun 08, 2019 12:28 pm

It has been 9 days without going. Very very tough. Let´s see if I avoid one more day.
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Re: Too addicted to prostitutes and porn

Postby Tyler » Sat Jun 08, 2019 3:00 pm

Scott28 wrote:It has been 9 days without going. Very very tough. Let´s see if I avoid one more day.


Way to go, man! Keep up the good work! :D
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Re: Too addicted to prostitutes and porn

Postby Scott28 » Thu Jun 13, 2019 2:02 pm

It has been 15 days since my last time. When I am busy working I do not even think about going there. But today, since it is holiday in my country, I have been searching for some company, but I haven´t gone there. It is definetely hard when I am at home in front of the pc.
I am already proud of myself, last time have been so long without going was 3 months ago. So I already experienced some progress.
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