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Looking for others with my experience

Postby wadanohara » Fri Aug 10, 2018 10:36 pm

additional suicide+pedophilia warning.
Hi,


I am a minor still in high school and I was extremely close friends with a manipulative and pedophilic 18 year old for 6 months. 2 out of 6 of those months, we were romantically and sexually involved. It was LDR, but it involved text aswell as pictures. He would guilt-trip me and excuse his incest and r////ape kink with his trauma, and when i posted about these kinks on a small social media app called '*mod edit*' for venting your emotions, he got extremely angry at me and ended our friendship. I had an extreme dependency on him and tried to kill myself multiple times. This was about 2 months ago now, and I have developed PTSD because of it. I already had PTSD from unrelated causes, but this is pobably my worst trauma out of them all. When googling "I dated a pedophile" and variations on it I could only find 2 stories about minors or former minors who dated pedophiles speaking out, but the thing is, they both realized it was wrong. I was completely and utterly in love with this guy and he convinced me it was ok for me and him to date. I was just wondering if people have had similar experiences? I feel very alone in this because I never realized it till after we stopped being friends and another friend pointed it out.
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Postby bunnyhabit » Sat Aug 18, 2018 3:30 am

my dad started being romantic with me after my twelfth birthday. i had a party at my house and my dad bought a keg of beer. he told me you are big girl now after i was drunk and said he wanted me to be more loving. after my friends left my mom said we would trade places. she slept in my bedroom and i skept with my dad and we had sex twice. he told me our love was a family secret that only my we should know about. i told my two best friends who said they dads have sex with them too. when i mentioned to mom i gotten a spanking and ground for a week for disobedience to dad rule.
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