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Re: How are you doing today.? *may trigger*

Postby seabreezeblue » Fri Aug 10, 2018 7:58 am

Quackity quackity quack..
Shine me a light up
and i'll run round the moon..



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Re: How are you doing today.? *may trigger*

Postby smurf » Mon Aug 27, 2018 1:44 pm

**Potential triggers**



I don’t feel as though I belong anywhere. I feel like a fraud, even though I’m not. I feel suicidal, but not particularly desperately low. I could quite happily act on the thoughts, but I have two clear reasons for not doing it.

The cr4p continues, but I can’t talk about it, because no one believes me. It stupidly made me feel a bit better about myself on Friday night. It stopped me acting on the urges. It was very flashbacky, triggering and real.

I really can’t deal with any of this anymore.

Sorry
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Re: How are you doing today.? *may trigger*

Postby smurf » Thu Sep 27, 2018 11:19 pm

Head fart!!!!!

I need to just dump this:

I’m tired. I’m angry. I’m hurting beyond words. I’m sick of being punished for being honest. I’m seriously considering never speaking again about anything, but they’ve already tried to silence me. To make sure I go back to the place where the fear controls you. When you’re too scared to speak. Too scared to ask for help. Too scared to say what ‘they’ are doing to you. I don’t want to go back to that, but the police have sent me back there. The professionals have too with their comments of, ‘I know that’s what you believe, but the difficulty is, I’ve seen what the police have seen’. I can’t go back to living in fear and silence. I just can’t. I’m sick of men winning. I have no fight left. They have beaten me. The ‘professionals’ have let me down and I can’t do this anymore. I don’t want to do this anymore.
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Re: How are you doing today.? *may trigger*

Postby seabreezeblue » Fri Sep 28, 2018 6:50 am

huge huge huge hugs Smurf.. :cry: :cry:
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Re: How are you doing today.? *may trigger*

Postby Jen123 » Fri Sep 28, 2018 4:29 pm

One word.....Kavanaugh
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Re: How are you doing today.? *may trigger*

Postby seabreezeblue » Sun Sep 30, 2018 8:00 pm

sending hugs to you jen if you're okay with them xx


i'm bleh right now.. just too much.
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Re: How are you doing today.? *may trigger*

Postby ChocolateCheesecake » Sun Feb 10, 2019 11:55 pm

Hi! I've never posted like this before, but I haven't been doing well. Today has been especially hard to get through.
I've been remembering more and more, and I feel so overwhelmed by everything. I don't know what to do. My "person" generally knows about what happened to me, but she doesn't seem to understand why I get so upset some days. She seems to get angry with me when I get upset. I know that she doesn't want me to be upset, but sometimes it feels impossible to get my thoughts in order. I don't know what to do. I could really use some help.
How do I get over all of this? Why is everything so hard all of the sudden? How can I help my "person" to understand better?
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