I've only ever had psychiatric hospitalizations/ER visits/etc. in the range of months from September to January. February has been really bad this year and in the past, but nothing with a paper trail. I have mental health issues year-round and have since I was young, but for whatever reason it's a bit less debilitating in the other parts of the year. I have vicious mental breakdowns in the season we're in now and often go into these totally frozen states of despair-induced paralysis, more so than I do in other parts of the year.
I've never been diagnosed with SAD but I've been in and out of therapy for over a decade and it's something I always get asked about. I am diagnosed with c-PTSD. Is there a way to tell if your seasonal issues (autumnal/winter months, in my case) are related to SAD as opposed to trauma anniversaries in complex post-traumatic stress? This may seem like an obvious answer, but I actually don't remember most of my life so I really don't know what happened where or if it happened at all. I live in a colder climate now, but I used to live somewhere very warm, if that helps. I'm not asking for a diagnosis (obviously), just wondering if there's any information I don't have that would help me figure my own stuff out.