I want out of the forum

in 2011 when i was 22 years old. I kept trying to find a medical formula that was neurobased to get out of schizophrenia after a year.

I had a very bad relapse on april 2013 when a demonic army attacked me. I was scared of the intraput by the signaler and had to skip the internet in inviability. I found an antidote to play wow/cs on a laptop then all in one.

i feel currently that i got attacked, or gaslighted for leagues.

when i tried formulating outs from neuroarticles, it was the worse result eventually. i feel that if i layed down and took my medication for several months. i would have been released from schizophrenia. it was like a jail in 2011 without any numbers or timers.

i found in my story that when they posted the PANNS/NANNS theory. none of that works in stochastics by a list.

The pills were or are too small, and unacummulating to form right.

in 2009, all my friends ran away and had bouts where we almost went into narcotics and instead remissed into jobs, marriages and study factors.

basically i have been schizophrenic since 2011 was my first chronic episode.

there were 4 versions of episodes to it in my 20s to 30s.

1. untargeted neural noise.
2. a ghost mercenary following me.
3. insystemized trigger-field bots and political ancestors
4. a helping bot, with spiritoms launching.

i feel that in the scope of the psychforums. it made my episode never land, and in the bachelor
karma of "nexus" that i feel like my posts on this site made my body or mind crazier and less peaceful.

i feel that i hurt certain people on this site by talking about neuroscience articles and trying to clandestinely post about giving those to people on the site.

theres at least 4-5 posts through time about the confessions that i went into social security and disability through the posts-timer.

im sorry about all the posts that i put on or my pill/snuff language as i have to apply a ban to my account and *mod edit*

i give it a bit more advice though:
one of the good parts that happened, is that the elite pharmacuetical companies made SDAMS.
in virgo though, it might have been the wrong swing and didnt land in my brain-type.

in 2011 to 2013, i spoke differently as i am a migrant, i didnt close my posts with hardness as other citizens could have said it. i fully regret it and am trying to get out of schizophrenia.

1. my heart got punctured by latuda.
2. my legs got hurt by aristada lauroxil.
3. my spine to cerebral cortex got ejected
by invega injection with seroquel tablets at night.


a retort about how my body might eventually work:
1. only appropriate: left-to-left mice/pen
2. solve acne on the back and arms
3. root canal removal/cavity application removal
4. repair a tovice hit to the middle of the hand
5. remove dust from both eyes
6. make a language helm that is nuetral in biology
7. corner "nexus" posts away with the law


currently a black voice or person is laying down in my room saying that he needs help, and that
he got tricked by posts from 2011 to 2013. i am trying to help him out and, i need help getting banned from the forum.

The disease progression is too crazy that i need to find hope that eventually my genes will land safer, and that i can detach the dictator entities from my body. i currently have a cop/nurse near my throat helping me to be safe in public and to look for the mission correctly to get out of the zone of entities that want to stalk me.

visualizations wrote:i feel that i hurt certain people on this site by talking about neuroscience articles and trying to clandestinely post about giving those to people on the site.

Well, if there's anything you posted that's against the forum rules (which would include potentially harmful advice), that's what we have a moderator team for- to try and mitigate such things. Also this is the Schizophrenia forum, in a larger group of mental health forums, so we expect members will sometimes post things that are inappropriate or ill-advised. Again, that's why we have moderators.

visualizations wrote:im sorry about all the posts that i put on or my pill/snuff language as i have to apply a ban to my account

Well, you can't ban yourself, but you can self-deactivate, if that's what you truly wish to do:

User Control Panel-> top tab 'Profile' -> left-side menu 'Delete Account'. You'll need to do a couple steps to confirm this is what you really want.

Alternatively, you can contact a moderator whose name is in Green or Red, with a deactivation request. Your posts will remain up, but your account will be deactivated and logins will be disabled for that account.