oboejive wrote:Does anyone have any experience with this? I just took the Minnesota Mutliphasic Personality Inventory, and it showed I was paranoid and schizophrenic. I never knew. Are there medications for it? How does it effect your life?
It can make you constantly suspicious that others are disloyal, insincere, holding grudges, or trying to harm you even when they're not. For me, it has seriously impacted my social life. There have been times when I've lashed out at people simply for saying "hello" to me, because I thought they had some bad motive behind it at the time. It's impossible for me to forget any time in which I've done something that hurt another person, because I fear that they may try to seek revenge or that it will come back to haunt me in the future; or in which someone inadvertently said something that mildly offended me, because I viewed it as a personal attack. There have been people who have tried to show friendship to me who I have brushed aside because I thought they did not sincerely respect me as a person, and had some ulterior motive behind their kindness, and as a result these people have come to view me as not wanting their friendship, which isn't true. There might be times that I hear someone make an insulting remark about someone else, and automatically assume that they are talking about me.
These are some examples of how paranoia can affect a person's life.
I suffer from Borderline personality disorder, schizophrenia, and Asperger syndrome. Life can be hard, but I refuse to use my mental problems as an excuse for not giving it my all.