Delusions and a cycle

hello, i have started cycling towards a manic state very recently, and with that i have been having delusions that my thoughts are affecting the world around me somehow, and that somehow me thinking about a person or event will cause it to happen or cause them to think about me or talk about me. i have also started thinking about my abuser a lot recently as with a lot of recent stress with family stuff i'd rather not go into now.... i don't know why. i dont want to think about them or think these things and i hate it. does anyone else have trauma come up again in an unrelated stressful situation, or possibly have new delusions come from the new stress?