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Postby cameron+us » Wed Nov 12, 2014 6:07 pm

I'm a teen and I was raped by my only friend starting at the age of 6 and ending at 14. I have been told that I "made it up" to get noticed. This has resulted in me having DID and PTSD. As well as the mental, physical, and emotional abuse I have gone though. This is my screwed up story. just thought it'd be good for someone to know.
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Re: My story (TW)

Postby pistils » Thu Nov 13, 2014 3:09 am

That would be an enormous amount to work through, and I'm sure at best it leaves a heavy layer of emotional scar tissue. I hope you will get professional help from a mental health professional experienced in dealing with rape/trauma victims.

Please let us know how things progress with you.
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Re: My story (TW)

Postby cameron+us » Thu Nov 13, 2014 1:46 pm

Thank you for the kind words. I have lost a lot of the joy of being young because i feel like i am 30 in a teens body and to top that off i was informed that my gf is thnking of leaveing the school because of me and that the school wants to put me in ISS for the rest of the year and that my T doesnt belaive me.
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Re: My story (TW)

Postby seabreezeblue » Fri Nov 14, 2014 11:43 pm

:(

I'm really sorry.. you absolutely have the right to be heard.

Has your relationship with your gf been suffering because of all of the stress.?

Your therapist sounds awful.. would it be possible for you to change and get a different one.?
Someone that you trust to work with you and help..
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Re: My story (TW)

Postby cameron+us » Mon Nov 17, 2014 3:31 pm

Yes, in fact she broke up with me last week. Fun.....and i wish i was able to get a better T but im only a teen so my mother is in contoarl which she is abusevie as well.
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Re: My story (TW)

Postby salted lipstick » Wed Nov 19, 2014 12:14 pm

cameron+us wrote:wants to put me in ISS

What does ISS stand for? Sorry, I'm really bad with acronyms...

I think it is brave of you to write about what happened to you. You should have been treated with respect. Not raped and abused. It will be a lot of stuff to work through in therapy. I'm sorry to hear that your therapist doesn't sound so supportive and helpful lately. It might be easier when you are a bit older and your mum doesn't have say over your therapist perhaps...

How are you feeling about what happened with your girlfriend?
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Re: My story (TW)

Postby cameron+us » Wed Nov 19, 2014 1:32 pm

Well she has now said that she wants to get together when were older and that for now we are frainds with benfits. also Iss stands for in-school-suspisuin. sorry for spelling. and thank you all for careing. its a new feeling to feel cared for, and its nice to know that someone out there cares. Thank You all.
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