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The RentBoy is dead.

Postby cumulusjames » Thu Dec 17, 2015 5:16 pm

You may have noticed I have not been on here lately. As some of you may know I was raided for CP over a year ago. I had my first court appearance recently and it was reported in the local paper. I stood a chance of escaping prison before that happened. Since it was reported in the paper I have had neighbours shouting outside my apartment “he’s a paedophile, he’s a ######6 paedophile” and making threats. My family have disowned me. I requested an emergency transfer from the housing association, who I was open honest with since the raid, and they said that they will not transfer me but they are going to instruct specialist legal help to evict me on the grounds of being a paedophile. I’m an ephebophile in fact. F*** them.

But yeah, I now have no friends, no family and will be homeless. To avoid jail requires a stable home, so I might have got a suspended sentence or community order but for the fact I will be homeless. So there is no way back. The future is jail-rape-realease-homelessness-death-forgotten.

This hollowed out husk of a man was the rent boy. Society was murdering me since puberty. I now take the last, tormented, tortured steps to the end. The RentBoy is dead.

Long live The RentBoy.
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Postby tiggy » Thu Dec 17, 2015 8:37 pm

I'm sorry. This is what society does with us. Please use encryption, everyone, and don't talk to police.
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Postby hatemyself35 » Thu Dec 17, 2015 8:44 pm

Jail rape in the UK is extremely rare (you will be in a segregated wing with other sex offenders), so I wouldn't worry about that. Don't believe in the hollywood movies and the US jail programmes. The rest sucks, though. I will be in your boat in a few months - I'm preying it doesn't appear in the local paper but I think most cases like this are. In a way, if it does appear in the local paper, it's probably better to spend some time in jail so it will largely be forgotten about by the time you come out. That's the wayI look at it, anyway. Hs your lawyer spoken to you about it, then?
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Postby cumulusjames » Thu Dec 17, 2015 9:50 pm

I have to pay with my life.Hell of a price.
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Postby samuel77 » Sat Dec 19, 2015 6:34 pm

Hi CJ,

it's very sad to hear your story. Mine will be similar to yours in the near future. I've been too close to suicide too many times, but not any more. I told my story on a different board and got much support. I now have online-friends who went for more than 10 years to prison in USA and made it through. There are so many sex-offenders in prison in the UK now that they have established separate departments for them. Sex offenders are a more benign prison population and if not mixed with others, they need less supervision. Hence, there is an incentive for the wards to put them together.

Life after prison sucks, but that might be your sorrow when the time is up. Who knows what happens in between. More and more voices are heard that call the hysteria there is. It might be tough, but be sure, you are definitely not alone.
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