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Re: weepingwillow's journal

Postby CrackedGirl » Wed May 29, 2013 9:39 pm

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Re: weepingwillow's journal

Postby weepingwillow » Wed May 29, 2013 9:47 pm

Hehe :lol: I actually just happened to be watching when they were on! I never watch that show but so glad i did! It was brilliant!! :D

Thanks for that tho! I will be saving it!

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Re: weepingwillow's journal

Postby CrackedGirl » Wed May 29, 2013 9:49 pm

Hehehe :mrgreen:

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Re: weepingwillow's journal

Postby weepingwillow » Wed Sep 16, 2020 1:07 am

Haven't posted here in soooooo long but thought I would do an update.

I went to London for over a year for treatment and it really helped but recently I've been struggling. I'm falling back into old habits.
I'm back together with my bf and everything is going good but I can't help thinking he will leave me for someone skinnier or more stable.

I've started a new therapy group over zoom. It's scary but I'm hoping it will help.

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Re: weepingwillow's journal

Postby Snaga » Wed Sep 16, 2020 4:09 am

weepingwillow wrote:I'm back together with my bf and everything is going good but I can't help thinking he will leave me for someone skinnier or more stable.


Can't make an informed opinion about the latter, but as for the former, remember, sometimes it really is all about the bass.

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Re: weepingwillow's journal

Postby NewSunRising » Fri Sep 18, 2020 1:47 pm

If he did , would he really be worth having as a BF ? The answer is NO .

People who love us , love us for ourselves not some version of us that we wish we were . Would you commit to being with a guy on the premise of " He's not really what I want but someday he might be ." ? I don't think so , nor do I think your BF would .

Tell those intrusive thoughts to ###$ off . You know them for what they are - LIES . :D

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Re: weepingwillow's journal

Postby weepingwillow » Mon Sep 21, 2020 10:22 pm

Thanks guys!

I'm feeling a bit better about my relationship, we have spoken about my insecurities and he actually likes me more with weight on me! Lol plus he's starting to understand my mh issues a bit more (I think).

I'm trying to fight against the thoughts which is actually why I'm here right now. I'm having crazy thoughts! But I'm trying this as a distraction.
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Re: weepingwillow's journal

Postby Snaga » Tue Sep 22, 2020 5:23 am

Good to hear!
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Re: weepingwillow's journal

Postby weepingwillow » Sun Sep 27, 2020 3:48 am

So it looks like im back to not sleeping again :roll:

I cant seem to get more than about 3 hours.
I think this is whats been making my anxiety worse, like i cant even sit with family without anxiety that someone will start arguing. I just find it so much easier to stay home alone.
Hopefully i can talk through it with one of my team and figure something out.

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Re: weepingwillow's journal

Postby weepingwillow » Tue Sep 29, 2020 7:30 pm

Things arent going too good atm.

My daughter is feeling quite low and im worried its depression starting because of everything i have put her through ( my mental health issues and going into care etc)

I also found out my aunt was diagnosed with breast cancer. She has a scan soon to find out how advanced it is.

I missed my group the other day because i was too anxious. I was the only person to turn up last week!

I couldnt enjoy seeing my family today because i just wanted to be alone. I hate feeling like this. I have to put on a happy face tomorrow tho as im seeing my daughter.

I just want to sleep until i feel better....
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