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POCD Thoughts Destroying Me, Make It Stop!!!

Postby FreshGuy » Wed May 27, 2020 1:46 pm

I'm really struggling to cope at the moment.

On top of this, I am experiencing an increase in the number of paedophilia related thoughts (pocd).

On one level I honestly just want to get lobotomized or commit suicide to make this go away.

I hate having such a nasty horrid broken brain. Honestly it is not normal to be getting these disgusting twisted thoughts and I do not want them. I am not a paedophile, I have never sexually assaulted a child or looked at child porn. I do not want these thoughts but they keep coming into my head and I just hate it so much.

My TOCD is still there ticking away but my POCD is much worse right now and it is horrible.

Also because of lockdown I am home a lot more and sometimes when I look out my window, I can see a child and it triggers the thoughts and I hate it.

I just want this to stop.
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