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Faking my OCD?

Postby mythoughtsandme » Fri Aug 10, 2018 2:38 am

Recently I stopped taking my medicine after I was released from the hospital. I've been feeling not the best but my compulsions and obsessions are taking a full control over me. I've been so scared about the possibility that I lied to myself. That I tricked myself about my diagnosis. I can't stop thinking about that. I keep telling myself that just because it's not as bad as it has been before that it doesn't mean I don't have OCD. But what if? Does anyone else worry about this?
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Re: Faking my OCD?

Postby hocdsufferer » Sat Aug 11, 2018 9:58 pm

Yes, all the time. I feel like OCD is one way of denying my real sexuality. Even if I do have OCD, that doesn't mean I'm not gay or bisexual. In fact, I'm more and more sure I actually am that. I just want to deny it because I'm scared most likely :(
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Re: Faking my OCD?

Postby Snaga » Mon Aug 13, 2018 12:15 am

Well they say OCD is the doubting disease, so it seems the most natural thing in the world, to doubt you have OCD....
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