Will my attraction ever return? (HOCD)

My heterosexual ocd is getting worse and I've been crying a lot because I feel like my attraction to women will never return. It feels like it was fake this whole time. I want to find girls hot without my mind telling me it's immediately untrue. I've been getting really anxious whenever I think about men or being with one, but it's been making my dreams uncomfortable too. I'm sorry I keep posting in this forum, I'm just desperate to get my normal self back, and I'm worried I'll never be able to feel like a lesbian completely again.

I'm a girl too and I have the same, but about guys. I'm so afraid I will never get attracted to them again. I think it's part of ocd. Your not alone in this. I think because you're obsessing so much about "liking" guys that anxiety is the only thing you feel. I believe that one day I will feel like my old self again and you will too. The best thing we can do is visiting a therapist to treat our ocd, because that's the problem here. Time will heal they say. Let's hope for the best

-- Tue Jun 14, 2016 9:07 pm --

I'm a girl too and I have the same, but about guys. I'm so afraid I will never get attracted to them again. I think it's part of ocd. Your not alone in this. I think because you're obsessing so much about "liking" guys that anxiety is the only thing you feel. I believe that one day I will feel like my old self again and you will too. The best thing we can do is visiting a therapist to treat our ocd, because that's the problem here. Time will heal they say. Let's hope for the best