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Re: ***How Are You Feeling Today???*** (may trigger)

Postby Deadpan23 » Fri Sep 04, 2020 1:00 am

I feel frustrated and content. Things have finally felt like they're falling into place in my life. However, I feel like I've got too much on my hands. I'm working a job that pays too less, without benefits, while also having plans for school. I've recently become engaged and I'm trying to help keep my partner's life balanced, as they have a lot of mental health stuff they're trying to juggle. However, I feel like as much as I love my partner and as much as I feel loved by them, I feel like they take me for granted, just a bit. I've also recently come out as trans and my transitioning is slow and tedious.
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Postby weepingwillow » Thu Sep 10, 2020 1:50 am

My bf doesn't understand ocd and keeps moving stuff trying to annoy me. He doesn't mean any harm but it's stressful!

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Re: ***How Are You Feeling Today???*** (may trigger)

Postby Snaga » Mon Sep 14, 2020 7:26 am

Feeling rough.

Trying to sleep and feel a if I'm not breathing when I drift off. My sinuses are stuffy and I am congested. Ocd playing with me trying to tell me if I don't remember to breathe l suffocate
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Re: ***How Are You Feeling Today???*** (may trigger)

Postby weepingwillow » Tue Sep 15, 2020 11:21 pm

Snaga wrote:Feeling rough.

Trying to sleep and feel a if I'm not breathing when I drift off. My sinuses are stuffy and I am congested. Ocd playing with me trying to tell me if I don't remember to breathe l suffocate

I remember having those symptoms before. It was awful. Esp wen ur trying to sleep!
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Re: ***How Are You Feeling Today???*** (may trigger)

Postby Snaga » Wed Sep 16, 2020 4:15 am

Thanks. I would lose track of my breathing then ofc obsess over it. I'm writing this, so obviously the autonomous nervous system didn't let me down.
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Re: ***How Are You Feeling Today???*** (may trigger)

Postby Snaga » Thu Sep 17, 2020 7:07 pm

Major disassociation today- we might be OSDD1b or something. Ofc the OCD parts of us are freaking out that we've had a stroke or something, or that the parts that been coming to the surface won't go back in and we'll act all weird in front of family. Gets so tiring to wear a mask, every now and then our separate parts want to act out. We're... me Snaga... is barely back in control right now. Hands are tingly and head feels full, muscles tight. Was having bouts of dizziness which we have when we have strong (and rare) switching. Weepy feel like we need to cry but our eyes are just flirting with tears without really doing it. I don't know. Just know we're a really messed up thing.

Slowly coming down- watching some Youtubes helps.
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