News of Sexual Abuse and Incest Forum

Just when you think there’s nowhere else to go and no-one to listen or understand you stumble across this site in hope of something that will help. I don’t know what I would have done recently without an outlet like this and the great advice and support from people on here. If I say thank you a million times it still won’t be enough. I’ve got hope now instead of despair.

I’ve been having these… I don’t know what to call them. Like a physical, emotional, smell, some images memory is what it feels like. I’ve never had sex, I think. It feels like I’m choking and being touched everywhere and like pain and sensation in my vagina, ass. I can feel my heartbeat throughout my body I feel paralysed. My throat hurts. I feel nauseous, I have a tendency kind of dissociate when it happens. ...

Something happened recently at home that triggered something in me so I was looking on here and have found some helpful things as I can’t talk in real life about it.

When I was growing up my uncle experimented and did things with me including getting me to masturbate and suck him and eventually leading to sex. The thing is I loved him then and still do to this day and I don’t ever remember ...

My mother used to sexually abuse my best friend and often wanted me to watch (both of us male). There were only a few times that she wanted me to participate but would seem to get awkward about it after the fact, so I would mostly be relegated to watching what she was doing with my friend.

This started around the time we were almost 11. He would have sleepovers at our house every weekend ...

I feel bad making this my first forum post but I feel the need to tell others about what happened to me.

I was sexually abused by my brother from when I was 6 to roughly 10 or 11 years old. For context, he is nearly 2 years older than me. I remember my first memories of him abusing me starting with sexual games. He would play a game with me where I would hide ...

My brother molested me and peeped as a child
I recently found out that as an adult he still peeps on me

I caught my mom trying to groom kids not related to us (and stopped her)
I found out she’s in cahoots with my brother and the both of them stalk me (tracking me, logging into my social media/email, following me in the car)

I tried to leave (I tried to leave a lot ...

Hi,
First post- I'm not sure I should be here or anywhere. I'm just looking for some clarity.

I'm well past a date where I should have dealt with this, however I come from an extremely religious family and was and am terrified of my parents.

My mental health and life is a complete disaster. I've spent the last ten years being misdiagnosed and dismissed. I'm finally on medication that allows me to process some ...

Hello- this has always gone thru my head wondering what happened and if this is considered sexual abuse and finally coming here to just ask as I wonder if it relates to anxiety I’ve had as long as I can remember. I also just had a son and now I’m super anxious about thinking this could happen to him with relatives or anyone really.

My cousin is just over two years older than me. Her ...

Hi , I have just registered here after trying to find somewhere I can share my shame without judgement.

I was abused by both parents from as early as I can remember, with other adults being involved along the way. I was very sexually aware and was masturbating next to my parents as they made love and I seemed to crave that stimulus regularly. The abuse progressed further but as an adult now I can ...

I think this wud be fine if I was 18+ (it's only chatting online) but I think it's probably wrong cos I'm too young.

I was molested from when I was born (don't worry I'm in foster care now.) Abuser is in jail now so I'm not abused IRL anymore but can't stop telling pedos what happened. I know it's messed up that they're getting off on it, but it's so messed up that I ...