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My older sister sexually abused me when we were children. She's three years older than me. I was 4 and she was 7. It ended when I was 8 and she was 11. She would touch me and I had touch her once a day to every each other day. It also giving her oral sex and kissing.

I am a sexual abuse survivor. I haven't been on forum in a long time. As I have aged I have changed from someone who used to be hyper sexual to someone who doesn't want to be touched. I am raising my two grandsons and I find it difficult to hug them. I'm so afraid of violating some kind of boundary that I just don't touch them at all. And this is a totally new ...

my partner and i got into kind of a fight. im struggling with ptsd from csa today and i told them i dont want to talk to them about it. i feel like talking to non survivors about this stuff is so difficult. i dont want to hear that it wasnt my fault or have to worry about phrasing anything delicately so that it doesnt freak them out. im tired of feeling like i have ...

So my parents divorced when I was 4, she remarried and her new husband adopted my brother and I. He was great but we were already damaged and made life hell. I always knew what sex was. Even very young I made my cousins and friends ‘play’. I stoped in middle school when I realized it was wrong. I When I was 12 I became hatful. And they finally agreed to let me move in ...

I was abused by two teenage boys when I was 11 to 13.They had me and a friend engage in all sorts of sex acts.I found out later that the older boys had learned about sex from a man in are neighborhood.Anyway I have been straight my whole life,married and 6 children and 6 grandchildren.I have through out my life drawn pictures of my abuse explicit pictures of boys engaged in sex acts.This only happens ...

I was molested when I was 4 by a family friend's 13 year old son. I remember him putting me onto a bed and then doing what he did. For a long time I wasn't sure if it was a dream or not. It felt real, it felt vivid but there were bits in pieces rather than a full blown memory. I had many strange sexual dreams as a child but one thing I do ...

Hi there,

I am new to this site and this is my first post. I needed somewhere to share my story, anonymously. I don't expect anything back, I just hope that a little weight will lift off my shoulders by knowing the words are out there, or else I hope someone else may be able to make sense of this mess. It is quite long, I apologise. Names have all been changed.

So here goes: ...

I am new to this forum, and I was shocked to the extent of the abuse certain people had, and managed to survive and cope, and didn't take the easy way out. You are the bravest people I've had the chance to meet!
I've had brushes with abuse, fortunately I wasn't abused myself, at least not sexually.
But here is what I have to say to anyone who was abused even slightly.

1) It is ...

I guess everyone is special, but still, I don't feel quite at ease asking the questions I am about to ask.

I have been sexually exploited by my mother when I was a teen-age boy until It decided to stop seeing her when I was 18. I completed wiped out any sort of memory of my early childhood and I remember almost nothing from my later childhood until I was 15. Even then, my memory ...

I'm not really sure where this post goes. It covers grief, sexual abuse and being scapegoated, death of my abuser, and betrayal by my entire family. I'm putting it here in the incest forum because I think that'll cause the least amount of upset for people who may not be expecting the mention of sexual abuse.
I am grieving very heavily over the loss of my entire family. My dad died a few years ago, ...