News of Remorse

This is very cringey, but I would like to get it off my chest.

Primarily when I was in high school and between the ages of 14 and 19, I used to draw fetish cartoon art and post it online, discussing and sharing art with other similar individuals (most of which were adults). The drawings I did were honestly horrendous, they looked like a kindergartener drew them, but I did actually get a pretty big ...

I am a 17 year old male, I have a 8 year old sister. In short the story is that I abused my sister physically for a long time and sexually for a shorter period of time, and now I want to mitigate the damage I have already done. I wanted to confess for a long time, but I grew up for it only now I think.

I grew up anxious and lonely. Throught my ...

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1 didnt know he was 17. i didnt go looking for teens.
he fapped before me

i later signed up to ask him his age. he said he's 17. 1 month away from turning 18.

i apologized to him profusely.

but i feel pathetic. i just feel miserable. i'm 32.
i feel that if i have no control over my sexual urges, what right do i have to blame my abuser.
i mean what's ...

Hi all,

I'm currently in a hard time. I've had this feeling about 3 years ago as well, it was part of a deep depression. The covid situation in the world doesn't seem to help to put things in perspective. Good to know, I do suffer from obsessive OCD and this probably works towards increasing the feeling of guilt and maybe making things bigger than they are.

To start off, I've watched a lot of ...

I'll try to be as straight to the point as I can. When I was 14-15 I was appointed to being the babysitter of my 4-5 year old nephew. Everything about the relationship was fine except; he was a chubby kid and there were times when I would squeeze his breasts as a way of teasing him. There were even instances were I remember putting my mouth on his breasts taking things even further. Around ...

So i will just say it shortly i touched my sister twice inappropriately when i was 12 or 13 not more than 14. she was 4-6. i masturbated myself while i did that. also i remember rubbing myself for my sexual pleasure with my sister. i guess she was a toddler. i am 18 now and suddenly i remember what i did.
thank god my sister don't remember any of this.

I am worried. around ...

so is there any books that concentrate on child preparators? is there any books that help us to forgive ourselves?

So i will just say it shortly i touched my sister twice inappropriately when i was 12 or 13 not more than 14. she was 4-6. i masturbated myself while i did that. also i remember rubbing myself for my sexual pleasure with my sister. i guess she was a toddler. i am 18 now and suddenly i remember what i did.
thank god my sister don't remember any of this.
i am feeling guilt ...

I've just entered my 30s, and I've never felt more guilty, scared, ashamed, and hopeless in my entire life.

I can't even say exactly what it is I did.

But, to be clear, I've never:
Exchanged or solicited nudes from anyone
Touched anyone inappropriately
Forced myself on anyone
Raped anyone (in fact, I'm still a kissless virgin)

But what I did was still sexual in nature. My brain had tried justifying it for almost 10 ...

Are there any online anonymous groups for those wishing to discuss spiritual injury of abusers?