News of Remorse

When I was 14-15 I sexually abused my sister who was 7-8. This abuse included touching private parts and dry-humping. Altough at that age my sister was not morally able to give consent, she did not oppose this actions either. I am now almost 18 and as the years passed I began to realize how disgusting this actions were. Over the years i have also become a big feminist and researched sexual abuse and its ...

I recently realized how I do not feel shame.

I am a perfectionist and self critical overthinker, but I can't seem to find any feeling of anxiety or shame in all of that.

I constructivly criticize myself and constantly long to be the best. I fear failure but for some reason it sounds so alien and illogical to think that your worth is effected by your action. I also care a lot about truth, so ...

I recently found out I have OCD and need something clarified.

I've spent the last 4 years of my life suicidal, thinking I'm a horrible child molester that needs to die. Here's the story. When I was 12 (mabey just turned 13) I had yet to receive any sex education what so ever. I don't even know If I knew what sex was. Well at this time I used to like to lounge around the ...

I feel remorse towards the people that I hurt, they should not hear any excuses from me. To them I feel nothing but remorse.

Trigger warning from here on - graphic ideas referenced

But what I don't understand is why others act like they have a moral high ground over me, and would shut me down like "now you're just making excuses!" If you look at the Duggar case on the Internet, there are hundreds ...

Trigger warning. Please be advised.

I have a faint + fragmented memory of being interacted with, in a sexual way, at 3-5. In flashbacks, I sometimes hear my oldest brother (8 year difference) calling me up to his room. I see/hear him asking me to lie down on his bed, him on top of me, asking me if it hurts (can’t remember if either of us were clothed). I don’t even think there was penetration. ...

Hello. I am new here on the forums. I decided to make an account so I could make this post, but I wasn’t too sure which sub I should post under so I decided on this one. If what I am about to talk about belongs in another sub feel free to move this.

So I am writing this post at a 21 year old gay man who lives in a country where the legal ...

I have been a lurker here for a few years and was surprised to find that people felt guilty about the same things as me. I would of been about 10 - 11 and my brother would of been about 8-9. I should probably start by mentioning I myself was abused at a very young age. It was physical not sexual, but it still f###ed me and how I treated other people up. Although this ...

Hello,

Last night I had a horrible night of depression. It was caused after I realised my Mum would acuse me of things she does. It was a realization about my parents and how they have treated me. There were a lof of realizations last night. It hurt and I lost control in my room and through a plate in my room. Fully accept it was a very silly thing to have done. I was ...

We tend to take the form of a close person when we lose her, when she dies, abandons or leaves us. It's an imitating instinct, an homage, but it's not always so luminous.
As I see it, there is perhaps some deep guilt in those who stay.

I find it disturbing. It's like a ghost that takes another' s mind, life and personality. The dead person continues her life through those who survived, and sometimes ...

She hurt me. My ex girlfriend chose her ex over me and it’s hurting me to the point where I can’t do anything. I’m just a pathetic mess who feels so insecure and frustrated. I should have been enough and she chose him over me. And it’s hurting me and killing me deep down