News of Remorse

I've just entered my 30s, and I've never felt more guilty, scared, ashamed, and hopeless in my entire life.

I can't even say exactly what it is I did.

But, to be clear, I've never:
Exchanged or solicited nudes from anyone
Touched anyone inappropriately
Forced myself on anyone
Raped anyone (in fact, I'm still a kissless virgin)

But what I did was still sexual in nature. My brain had tried justifying it for almost 10 ...

Are there any online anonymous groups for those wishing to discuss spiritual injury of abusers?

Ok so I have posted a few previous experiences on this forum so it’s kind of apparent this has been a pattern which makes me even more worried that I am some sick predator or rapist. Almost two years ago I met my ex bf at a club and he seemed to take a very big interest in me and wanted to hang out as soon as possible. The next night, I had invited him ...

Firstly, I want to thank you who spend time to read my story.

I'm a 30 years old man, have a regular job, normal life. But since last year, I started remembering an inappropriate sexual thing I did when I was 13. At that time, I share same bed with my 2 years younger brother. One night, when he was sleeping, I pulled down his short and rubbed my penis between his buttock (without attempting ...

I originally made a post speaking on my experiences with POCD, but since then I have developed a new fear.

(this is hard to post but I will give it a go)


I have been working on dealing with for the past 2 months what I have believed to be OCD, but in large part due to researching laws surrounding cartoon porn. I have developed a feeling of true hopelessness.
I always made sure when ...

So, in the last few months I did something incredibly stupid - I went on *mod edit- private cam chat platform* and masturbated completely naked with my dick out. That happened two times and I went there two more times but I wasn't completely naked (i was in my underwear) - 4 times total in the interval of 2 months. I didn't go on *mod edit* for more than a month. I regret it so ...

Hello psych forums. I wanted to come on here and talk about a situation that happened a few months back that my mind continues to go back on and think about obsessively. So, I had met this man on a hook up app one night and we got to talking. One thing led to another, and he wanted me to come over and hang out with him and his friend at his friends house. He ...

Hi,

When I was going through puberty I did some horrible things and I am paralyzed in guilt and shame and I'm not sure how to move forward. This all happened around the age of 13. I am 27 now. I was exposed to porn in from a very young age.

1) When my elder sister was sleeping I poked her chest once.
2) I poked a girl's thighs when she was sitting next to ...

I feel like I am the worst person to exist and that I should just ######6 end everything and die. When I was 20 years old (about 2 years ago) I was in a relationship with a 17 year old. Where I live the legal age of Consent is 16 but I just feel like what I did was morally wrong. I have seen a lot of people on social media getting cancelled and being ...

When I was around maybe 7 years old I distinctly remember this one incident clearly. Me, my best friend at the time, and my younger brother by 2 years were sitting in my bedroom. For some reason me and my brother start play wrestling at some point, and for some weird reason I ripped my shirt off like buff men do in the movies. I'm a female.
For me, this memory is just one of ...