News of Obsessive Compulsive Disorder (OCD) Forum

First I would like to start off by saying I am finally able to afford help so I am going to try and get some appointments going ASAP for this it has gotten so bad this week and I would really appreciate some help getting me through this even if it seems repetitive.


This recent spike happened because I was watching a romcom anime and I wasn't able to insert as the mc like I ...

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Hi,

I want to keep this quick. I have had what I hope to be HOCD from 21 to 24. It has been the worst mental agony I have ever gone through compared to my other anxiety and OCD themes, and it is so central to my identity. I don't want to bore you with my life details, as I have posted on here before, so I want to run through some questions I have ...

I know I keep making posts about this and I’m sorry but I’m truly having a mental breakdown right now, this is absolutely killing me internally, I’m really on the verge of just ending it all

Yesterday I tried to watch straight porn because I had been afraid of seeing penises, so I slapped on a random porn video and just tried to masturbate like I used to. The reason I started the whole ERP ...

What happened yesterday (Sexual OCD, please read guys)

I want to share you guys my entire thought process and every thing that been on my mind and happening and how yesterday was the worst the day of my life

So I’ve never done well in school and I failed my first year of college, now I’m in a repeat year and I’ve finally found the motivation and the drive to get all of ...

It's me again.
I saw my ex high school bully in traffic. I beeped my horn and flipped the bird and yelled profanities at her. Not a proud moment of mine but in the past she has assaulted me. I remember my heart racing but feeling good for getting back at her eventhough it wasn't face to face. I was in my car. I don't even know if she saw me. She drove off and ...

Hey everyone

I’m a 20 year old female with ADHD. This has been bothering me for a while now so I thought I’d share my story and hopefully get some advice.

When I was 17 I discovered porn. It started by browsing nsfw subreddits and watching short videos.

Fast forward to around 2 years later I discovered anime and hentai. I was about 19 at the time so not took long ago. Before I knew ...

It's my first time posting such a stuff so I'm sorry if I'm doing mistakes in explaining. I am male who only started his adult life, I'm going to finish university soon, never had a gf before (Only had one but it was a long distance relationship which ended up with broke up because I knew it would happen one day). Maybe it's OCD or not but I had HOCD before which I can say ...

Hi so I've seen a lot of talk about pure o ocd but is it possible to have pure c?

My other half has ocd (diagnosed) its been a long time since they have voice any obsessions and they are generally prity good about letting me know if they are struggling with thoughts (we don't discuss what the thoughts are unless they want to, they just tell me their head is "noisy" so I'm on ...

Hello!

For the record, I am an ex-HOCD sufferer. I have not officially been diagnosed, but I was here years ago, about 2015, because I had what I could only consider "HOCD". I used to ruminate, check images, groinal response, visit this forum frequently, all that good stuff. I suffered in silence for almost a year. I never sought official help, but instead did my best to practice mindfulness and how to do ERP on ...