First and foremost, this is not me asking for someone to diagnose me. This is just a shout into the void, I suppose.
I've been questioning if I'm in a system since 2021. I've made no breaks in this process, either confirming or denying I may be in a system. I've heard things in my head that aren't me, I have very frequent grayouts and blackouts, and I have as many memories from before the ...