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Everything is strange and confusing to me, like if my actions and thoughts didn't interfere with each other.
It takes a lot effort to me remembering things about my life. My memories are like on the other side of a translucent glass. There is some kind of unability to distinguish between memories that are actually real and the ones that aren't.
They ...

I am acting so frustrated towards the people around me .I dont even like looking at peoples because everything reminds me of my old breqkup.and this is qcting as a trigger to my dissociation.I kept all those hard feelings I got by that heart break in a part of my brain and it comes and goes taking large amount of time from my life.and giving me headache and all.
.I become so dissociative after that ...

Hi there,

I have experienced DPDR for a few months now and I feel as though I’m slowly recovering. However, there’s something that is concerning me A LOT, and that’s memory issues.

For example, I go for a walk and by the time I’m finished the walk I can’t remember being on the walk. By the end of each day I can’t really remember anything that’s happened on that day.... yesterday is a mystery.

Many ...

ANy info would be greatly apricated. Am I fighting between a yes and no. The characteristic of multiplicity ringing in the ear, sorry if I got this wrong

A woman in China partially lost her hearing after her boyfriend reportedly ruptured her eardrum with a passionate kiss. Apparently, the kiss reduced the pressure in the mouth, pulled the eardrum out, and caused the breakdown of the ear.

I'm tryin to get out the way, please come up for me so it doesn't seem like teeth a yuk mouth and object in the mouth. I'm too new so it doesn't seem like food in the mouth I want to be a person not an object not anything out of the ordinary am I a shell Who ear is in the way....So it doesn't seem like toddlers children got four. Is there anyway to ...

Can you tell the alter to get out this log jam this is terrible.

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Because I work with the baby alter and the straws are fine the eating is fine. Can your sexual alter who loves men don't mess this up for us. What could be happening. I'm tried of blaming my psychiatrist. What is going? It has to be no family selfishness...What is the protector thinking here. How can you get this ...

My depersonalization seemed more about stepping outside my body. It seemed like I was watching myself from 3 feet away. It didn’t happen all the time, mainly when I would get in a very stressful situations or when I was getting a beatdown from a parent. Anyone have similar depersonalization experiences?

For starters I've had DR 24/7 for 8 years now (strong strand of sativa blew my brains out). It's always ON in some mild form. I always feel "out of it".
So I'm really used to it and it just IS. So most of the time I don't even notice I have it except for the mental fog and unability to concentrate.

Now, sometimes my DR just flares up (mostly late at night or the ...

I just realized within the last few months that I don't have feelings. I don't think I ever have. I never knew anything about mental illness/psychopathy or any symptoms associated with it. Small background: me and my siblings were severely abused as children along the lines of torture. It was a cult like environment. We didn't know we were abused because we grew up being brainwashed/starved/tortured daily and we assumed everyone lived like this. In ...

Hi, I am Alliana and I suffer from Depersonalization disorder, especially when I am angry. When I am angry, I have a werewolf side that comes out (growling, locking of eyes) and it seems like my human side just fades into the background. Now I was thinking I might have clinical lycanthropy at first, but it's not something where I feel like I turn into an actual wolf or have the delusion of one. I ...